Desperate

While crossing down a bunch of girls in the canteen area yesterday, I came across a girl who just asked her friend, "Tu itni desperate hai kya"?

The girl to whom the question was asked, looked down upon the floor and the other girls in the group burst into a peel of laughter.

I asked myself, 'Why is being desperate considered shameful/sinful?'
I mean ask yourself ?
Google the meaning of the word?

Aren't you desperate?
Not necessarily for sex, but desperate for that one true soulmate, desperate for that particular job, desperate for the places you've never been or desperate for the experiences you have never had.

Psychology says, "The things that we are kept away the most from, incite us the most". This the reason people do the things that they aren't allowed, could be drugs, sex, career choice, anything.

So, stay desperate and be proud of it because a lot of people are and this should not be the reason.
Stay desperate because there is no shame in being desperate or a "despo".

Ignorance is bliss

I wonder how people put the above as caption, I mean ignoring a few things can be bliss. But ignoring everything cannot be bliss. And it is not bliss, it is idiocracy. Those of you reading this, don't follow the bandwagon, use your brains and do what you feel like doing. Just because everybody believes in that doesn't mean that even you have to do it.

Travel

Check in...Check out...Early mornings...Late nights...Flights...Trains...Buses...Smells...Fragrances...Landscapes....People...Alone ...Underwater...On hill tops...At last some pictures and some memories...All forgotten at some point...Hard work...Sweat...A few fatigue and a few problems.

Another Indian who went missing in USA, now, found dead.
Yes, I am talking about Aalap Narasipura.
How many Indians tell me, how many of them will get shot, murdered or killed in the United States,
Is there an end to it? Or are they just going to increase. It's just been 5 months in 2017 and numerous cases have come to light, some might not even have.
Is working in another country so dangerous or does studying there imply no life?
Tell me, should we be scared of them more than the terrorists, or should we be scared of our government more as they will hand us over a ransom amount of money.
What shall I consider that money, a compensation or our loved one's worth.
What if that loved one required money and at that point there was no-one, but now, when he/she is not there, you are offering us money.

Shouldn't the govt. of India should be taking some actions as of course, if our government is not concerned, then, how would someone else care?

Plus, don't give up the excuse that why does one need to go and study there or work there. It is because India is filled with reservations and nepotism in every industry. One doesn't get a good salary and the college studies are beyond pathetic.

Why i don't wanna live forever

I don't wanna live forever has become my favourite song, simply because I really don't want to live forever. I don't know if you, reading this, feel the same. But, I ,gosh!!. I do feel miserable and not at times, it is an everyday thing, yes, an everyday thing. I decide every morning, that today would be great that maybe I won't be wishing for a truck to collide in me, that maybe I can really enjoy that maybe this is what happiness is.

But, let me tell you, if you are not one who has not experienced this, then you might add a few years to your life. So, I am unhappy like really unhappy, don't ask for how, why and when. I am and despite trying out variety of things, this loneliness, numb feeling and confusion prevails. Yaa, go with your mid-school thinking and consider me a bitch or attention seeker or whatever.

I simply don't get it, why do people want to live more? How are they satisfied? How do they lie to themselves?
I ask death to approach me each day but it seems like I have committed some sin, so, maybe, I will have to live longer. Sigh.

I don't wanna live because I am no longer good at my studies, I was rejected by the only guy I had placed my heart upon, I don't wanna live because everything about me sucks. I have faced a lot of rejections from writing sites, I feel like the use of social media is only going to increase and so will the comparisons from who went where to what did they wear. Okay..Fine..I am fat and have specs and am tall and not flexible and dark too. My friends call me cute, kind people they are.